Schematics

My meeting with Eliot is in the very near future. I spoke on the phone today with my PSM Practitioner. I had called because I was feeling 'crazy' again. Except I know that I'm not.

What I honestly feel in this moment . . . is that the universe is pouring all of this onto my plate in a way that is completely overwhelming . . . so that I will finally just step down . . . surrender . . . and give it up to a higher connection.

And honestly, that's all that I can do. I don't know which direction to go right now. I don't feel defeated. Just completely perplexed.

So . . . I made a drawing of how I got from TCM to my current vision for the future . . . mmmm . . . to help me when I talk to Eliot. It makes me laugh.